Wanting to get hurt, is it normal?

I don't know. Sometimes I just want/hope to get hurt. Like getting hit by a car or something like that. Or wanting or hoping that I get some disorder or sickness. I don't really consider myself to be an attention-seeker though. And I know how bad it is to get hit by a car or get some sickness but.. Ah, I don't know. So, uh, is it normal?